Blessings
builder2025-02-08T01:22:03+08:00Blessings My Refuge By CHER CUS “God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble." - Psalm 46:1 I battled crippling depression and anxiety, triggered by childhood trauma including molestation, harassment, and the loss of my brother and mother. I mistakenly believed my faith meant I shouldn't feel these emotions, seeing them as sinful. Joining a church group, The Feast, and their Light Group (LG) was a turning point. Sharing my traumatic past was incredibly difficult, causing physical manifestations of my suppressed emotions. I almost quit, but the unwavering support from my LG members, who declared they wouldn't give up on me, showed me God's embrace. Their words inspired me not to give up on myself. The Feast helped me acknowledge my pain and seek professional help. These strangers became my friends, and The Feast, my refuge. Depression is a real illness, not a sin. Jesus understands our suffering. He loves us despite our pain and will never leave us. Why Me? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. - Joshua 1:9 “Why me?” Sounds familiar? Yes, those two words we often utter when we are asked and tasked to do something outside our comfort zone. I've struggled with my self-esteem since I was a child. I used to be afraid of being noticed or recognized by others. Even if I knew I would be good at something or was interested in it, I was the first person to refuse. I am my own number one critic. I often feel undeserving of value and unworthy of receiving anything. My mind is clouded with doubts and endless overthinking. But I have thrived in life and matured not just in mind but also in faith. I have agreed with myself to lessen this habit of asking "Why me?" and instead submit my life to God. Now, I see His limitless love for me and the incredible chance to be closer to Jesus through serving in His minis A Message of Hope By KIRBY ESTAYAN "But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary; they will walk and not be faint." - Isaiah 40:31 Losing my father left me heartbroken, and a severe battle with COVID-19, pneumonia, and meningitis nearly took my life. I survived but was bedridden for six months. When a doctor told me the illness had left me with the mind of a seven-year-old, I felt hopeless. Then, a friend invited me to The Feast. At first, I came for the food. But I stayed because I felt something deeper. The messages felt personal, as if God was speaking directly to me. Even when I only had enough money for transportation, I kept coming back. Despite my struggle to walk, I was asked to serve at The Feast. I helped by organizing and taping